but...just how long will it take me to leave the house today?
I ate my porridge, I watched Smallville...I haven't washed my hair yet- and although I could just wear my hat...what if my head gets all warm...then I'll be all uncomfortable and flushed....
I'm having one of these ugly fat phases,...well is it a phase when it happens pretty much every week?...Christ, all I want to do is give up and start wearing sweatpants.
yeah, ok...I don't really want to...but I feel it'd be so much kinder to my ugly little self- to just stop trying to be one of those shiny girls- I'm just not capable of being.
maybe it's all just about acceptance?