I let you fade away.
I don't look for you.
Because, where is the reason to?
Kindness seeps out of me
Swelling my heart instead with light.
More than ever, filling up
Each gap that was flooded with only you
For so long.
And yet I'm not.
All I ever wanted was for you to know
What was at the tip of my tongue,
In the prints of my fingers.
I was the one who wrote you there.
And I must write you off.
Ignore the urge to grasp this useless feeling to my chest.
More than ever,
Kindness seeps out of me.
So all I can be consumed with is goodness.
One day it will be true.
I'll have let you fade away.